If I was in the Midnight Channel like Persona 4

Well hello bloggers, I just got crazy mind in my head when I woke up.

If you know a Shin Megamitensei game series, Persona 4 (if you don’t know the game I can’t guarantee you understand this post). If I was the character in the game and I enter the Midnight Channel, suddenly my Shadow came on and start to blabering about my inner feeling or hidden feeling that I even almost don’t know, I just curious what my Shadow will say? I know my Shadow will say things that actually I don’t wanna hear bout my self that I grave so badly to cover my bad side, and what will the dungeon look like? Well I really like this game cause behind it there’s meaning for me about knowing about our true self, no matter how bad our self we have to except it and change to be come a better person.

When I was woke up and daydream for a moment, maybe I know what my Shadow will say for first sentence, she’ll say “a lonely child that never be loved by his father!” Well actually I’m not really not be loved by my father, I know he loves me but how he put he’s love to his daughter that I don’t feel that he loves me, yeah he gave toys and dolls that I want when I’m a child, but that’s all he gave, my mom said when I was a baby he more often spending his time with his work than with his little girl, yeah.. so more like I even forgot how he use to say “father loves you”.

And next she’ll said: “spoiled girl!” I hate to admit it really! but maybe I am spoiled, my mom is too overprotectif to me, but me and my mom always chat and I know the reason why, cause i’m the only one she have, my dad? my mom is only daughter in the family she don’t hv big or little sister or brother like me, my grandma already pass away. Who can she rely on ?? If I’m in her position I will think the same think, but still I sometimes want to runaway from place to pace not being overprotectif anymore, but I guess because I’m too much depending to my mom I almost useless

“a stupid girl that daydreaming in love with her guy” this is really embarrassing X_X, well I believe this is happen to all girls but it just embarrassing for me to hear it!

I’m imagine my dungeon will look like my first dream that I remembered, I don’t know why I choose it, but it just only this place that I remember from my dream, and it’s already a long time, imagine if I’m not wrong my age is about 3-5 year old, but I still remember this place, but this place was from my dream O.O, even I dunno it’s a dream or reality.

I don’t know why I thinking about this? Is it because I’m to much thinking bout this game or else, I dunno.

–Salam Tolol–

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Kisah seorang anak supir Bajaj

Image from GoogleImage from Google

Okeh kali ini gw nulis post ini bukannya ngarang tapi emang beneran, well.. memang singkat ceritanya tapi bagi gw itu ada hikmahnya.

Waktu itu sekolah gw udah bubar, ya karena gak ngapa-ngapain lagi yaudah gw langsung cabut buat nungguin bajaj. Beruntungnya gw dapet bajaj BBG ahaahay! (bangga) seperti biasa gw nawar 10 rebu buat k rmh gw, lucky abangnya mau. Nah dalam perjalanan tiba-tiba si abang curcol.

“Neng kelas berapa?” kata si abang, “masih kelas satu” gw jawab, trus die curhat die punya 5 anak tapi cewek semua (wedeh), salah satunya ada yang tomboi (gw lupa anaknya kelas brp) yak pokoknya anaknya yang ini pengen bantu nyari duit kayak bapaknya, sampe-sampe anaknya ini minjem motor tetangga nggak tahunya buat ngojek! Malah die bukan cuman nyoba ngojek kalo gak salah ada lg tapi gw lupa soalnya rada berisik di jalan gw gak begitu denger. Si bapak bilang ke anaknya itu, yak dia itu kan cewek jangan lakuin pekerjaan laki dia juga masih muda. Waktu gw denger si abang cerita gw cuman bisa diem (bkn berarti gw kacangin) cuman yak takjub gitu, cewek mseh muda ampe mau ngojek?!

Yak memang buat dipandang oleh orang umum itu pekerjaan yg gak cocok buat cewek, apa lg kalo gadis jadi tukang ojek menurut gw resiko tinggi apa lg di ibu kota. Tapi sisi positif yang gw ambil itu, perjuangan si cewek yang ampe mau kerja apapun (yg halal) demi bantuin bapaknya nyari duit buat kebutuhan sehari-hari, dia aja yang hanya anak dari seorang supir bajaj mau kerja apa pun asalkan halal, lah gw yang Alhamdulillah masih bisa berkecukupan tapi gw bingung mau kerja apaan, makanya gw ambil SMK biar lebih jelas status skill gw bisa di pake dimana nanti kerjaan gw (jadi ikutan curcol).

Yaah kerja jadi apapun tak apa asalkan HALAL! dan selalu berdoa kepada TUHAN untuk keselamatan semata. Amiiiiinnnnn…..

 

Salam Tolol

My 200th Post!

Well this post is my 200th post, OMG!! I never thought I already post this much! Well I want to write somethin more special for my 200th post today! but I don’t what to write? hmm…

Maybe I will write somethin about myself…

Well you know I’m an Asian girl from Indonesia (where u find Bali) now I’m 15 years old, I celebrate it when Idul Fitri, so my friends ain’t bully me up theheh but it ain’t fun ya know -,-. Well right my condition is ain’t fun cause my family got trouble about our economic, since this happen my mind getting blank very often, well i don’t know my self is it because i think about that ?

But beside that i’m getting worry very often too, and if i do my stomach stats to hurts me, it feels like all things is making me worry, school, family, money, my social life, plus i just move to the capital city, Jakarta. I’m afraid my friends will call me “spoiled child” cause when i’m JHS my senior always called me that! well my mom very hyperproctive me, cause i’m the only daughter, sometimes it’s keeps bother I want to  be like my other friends they can go out to anywhere, but my mom always tells me about kidnap, rape, and balbalablab…balblabla.. the more i saw it at the news, or from ear to ear i’m getting afraid and confuse to myself, DAMN what will i be when i’m already being an adult ?! a woman who spoiled, can’t do anything and always depend on others?

I don’t mean to argue with my mom, cause what she said is true, but still the feeling of fear of being a spoiled woman is still haunt me. she said i’m still a child -,- so whatever i don’t wanna talk about it!

Well for you to know! I’m a “fantasizing girl” it’s happen since i’m in elementary school. In my young age I already watch action movie, like Matrix, Tomb Raider,Sinbad, Alien, etc. so i always “fantasizing” that i’m the protagonist and do heroic action in my own imagination! I make the whole scene, storyline, in my head.. since JHS my mind getting “fantasizing” more awkward, it depend with my emotion. If i’m in love with a guy i “fantasizing” about him. But usually i’m getting “fantasizing” when i’m listening to music all alone, and when my mind is blank.

But this strange habit of mine, it’s have a bad side effect. Well i’m fantasizing everyday of my life, every hour, every minute, every second, and what i hate is my bedtime story is in my own head so when i’m start to sleep my mind is like “fantasizing” in it’s own. If I just imagine blank black scene i will never be able to sleep. So it’s like i little child that should be read a bedtime story or she can’t sleep, same as mine I should “fantasizing” my own bedtime story to sleep, well sometime it’s sucks! my brain feels so many useless file that cannot be remove and the only way is to FORMAT all data (damn what i’m talking about).

Sometimes I think about my strange habit is it good? well it’s proofs you that you have a high imagination. But if it’s getting too often is it bad?

(Well maybe you very confuse about my story this time, sorry my english is not perfect I nvr take a English language courses I learn english from Movies and Musics beside at school)

I’m not very like local Movies and Music, since i’m a baby i already listen music in english language, my parent very love west music and the movies, but that didn’t mean they hate Indonesian movies and music. Well i do like local movies and music (a few).

There’s another story of mine when I hate when i’m in love with a guy. Cause if I’m in love with this guy he can’t be replace in my mind it happen when i’m 3rd grade of elementary school, somehow he’s always in my mind eventhough i hate his habit, behave, attitude, i can’t erase him, i know he’s not the one for me but why he always in my damn mind?! The only way is for looks other guy that i like or i never see him again. When i’m in JHS i like this guy and only HIM in that school that always in my mine, but i try to control my self tht, tht guy is ain’t good for me actuall, and now i’m SHS and i’m like my own senior (damn >.<) well this is my first time i felt like this to my own senior, but if u ask do i want him to felt what i felt I answer YESS!! but if not, maybe he isn’t the one, yeaah i know it’s hurt to accept it but it’s life what we run for.

Okay i write this post until my neck feels stiff and my ears cover up with headphone and listening to music that makes me calm to think, well that’s how i work…

Well in this post is the first time that i write about my “strange habit”

And I think it’s enough for my 200th post =)

Salam Tolol

No Halloween in Indonesia!!!

Well for u to know we ain’t celebrate this kind of event in Indonesia, well u see in my country about spiritual thing is very sacred so the reason we ain’t celebrate this event cause we respect the spirits, and we not disturb them. Halloween is about wears outfit looks like a ghost, or other creepy thing.

Well in here if you walk with your boyfriend trough a dark quite road with many trees, u gotta be careful cause u will see unexpected view if you do that in my country.

Not mean to scare you but that’s true, many student was trance in their school, and see odd things in a house that already so long empty. Imagine we already face that in everyday life plus if we have to celebrate Halloween? duuh that only give bad behave to the kids to respect the spirits in here.

We are humans NOT dead spirits

Sony Ericsson Xperia Play

Okeh gw baru posting tentang Xperia Play bukan berati gw ketinggalan berita, gw udah tahu ttg ini hape dari gw sebelum UN kls 3 SMP! gw tahu dari majalah remaja gitu, nah sekarang akhirnya gw diberi kesempatan buat posting ttg ini hape. Pertama kali gw liat ini hape ungkapan gw pertama kali adalah kagum banget! Ini adlah satu2nya hape bersetifikat Play Station dan dengan Android Gingerbread. Fitur2 lain yang gw tahu ttg ini hape yaitu:

1. Lebih dr 200 aplikasi dapat diunduh
2. kamera 3G
3. Camera 5 MP
4. Video 72p
5. Memory Internal: 400 MB, 512 MB RAM
6. Memory Card Slot: microSD, max 32GB, 8GB termasuk
7. OS : Android OS, v2.3.4 (Gingerbread)
8. Java
9. WiFi
10. Bluetooth
11. No Radio
12. Music
13. GPRS

Yah mungkin itu beberapa feature yang gw tahu, oh ya awal membeli bakal dapet game crash bandicoot, sims 3, etc. Kalau gak salah 5 game ato 3.

Hape ini sudah rilis bulan Febuari 2011, tapi di Indonesia baru masuk tanggal 29 Juli 2011. harganya sekita 4-3 jt’an gitu..

Oh ya warna yang tersedia untuk ini hape ada 2 : Hitam & Putih.

Hmm mungkin ini sekian Info yang bisa gw kasih ttg Soner Xperia Play ini.

PS : Bukan berarti gw punya ini hape, gw blom sempet beli theheh… (mseh sayang sama hape lama)

Salam Tolol

Bionic Vision with Cybernetic Contact Lenses

Ini sungguh berbeda dari kontak lens umumnya!! yg jls ini bkn bwt skedar gaya doank yg wrnanya macem2!, tapi memberitahu ttg arah tujuan (directions), berita (news), e-mail and ramalan cuaca yg langsung bisa lu liat d mata lu ? Seseorang yg bernama Babak A. Parviz, ahlinye bionanotechnology dr University of Washington. komponen kecil seperti  LED lights, tiny antennae and special circuits yg terkandung di kontak lens ini. Sebuah portable device kecil yg memberi informasi2 tsb. Well.. gw juga tahu dari internet. Oh Em Ji! dunia sungguh canggih! ampe kontak lens udh kayak iPhone lengkapnya, selanjutnya apa nanti? kite bisa gunain sinar X-Ray dr kontak lens? (buat laki pasti dipake buat engga2) tapi tahulah secanggih apapun teknologi! tetap harus inget yg jadoel juga, kalau terlalu berteknologi juga bahaya!

Salam Tolol

Futuristic Beds!! It’s 21 Century ya know…

Some Creative Design!!

Yo! this pict really awesome! I dunno who the creator, but they invension is awesome cekidot!!

Strage Study Lamp

It’s a can or mug?

Well I know many ppl sleep in this position, and this pillow solve the case to cure about the handache after slept like this position..

Cut Pizza to pieces just like cutting paper

Cool chessboard for chess holic!

Now you could get a shower while the light was off

Flat Bulb O.O

Now you no need desk anymore -,-

Oh please, it’s 21 century already, books are the window of the world, and u pack it all in one laptop!

I believe this glove will be usefull for not very active children, but with very active children tht like to running around like cat chasing mouse will be useless==” anyway hw long u can hold ur very active kids with hand?

Well this is my fav product when I first saw it! too bad it isn’t evailable in my country

 

Yeah this is another of my fav pict!! it’s totally usefull for my house!!! and urs for ppl who hv many books like me >.<

Now I believe! every single humans should hv this in their house!

Usefull in bored classroom

Now this is what I call tatoo by Nature

 

If You Gamer You Gotta See This!!

 

 

 

Dude! I just found somethin’ when lookin around. Well for me this thing is awesome (even though I’m not PC gamer) but this high tech Headset is cool!

 

Plantronics GameCom 367 Closed-Ear Gaming Headset

Psyko PC51V1 5.1 PC Gaming Headset

Razer Banshee StarCraft II Gaming Headset

Razer Megalodon 7.1 Surround Sound USB Gaming Headset

Skullcandy Com Ti Multimedia Headphone (Black)

Skullcandy GI Xbox Gaming Headphones with Boom Mic S6GIBX-WG (White & Green)

SteelSeries Spectrum 5xB Gaming Headset (Black)

Thermaltake Tt eSPORTS SHOCK Foldable Professional Gaming Headset

Tritton TRIAX-720 AX 720 Dolby Digital Surround Sound

thehehehe now what do you think…??

I’m Back Again

Hello blogger!!

Akhirnya gw balik ke dunia Blog lagi, tapi prtama2gw pengen bilang maap!! semaap2nyeh!! gw gak bales comment lu pada waktunya well sekarang gw udah kelas 1 SMK brooo!!!! bkn SMP lagee (tp maseh kangen sama SMP) dan lebih lagi gw di Jakarta bukan di Tangerang lagi (OMG) walau sebenernya gw asli Jakarta, tapi tetep ajeeh gagap gw disini jd Newbie gw di Jak. Kalo ditanya gimana persaan gw pas denger kudu pindah ke Jakarta jujur gw sangat KECEWA!! jauh dr sahabat gw dr gw TK, dan shabat2 gw yg tiada duanya huh! klo gw nangis seh gw nangis!

Tapi demi kenyamanan emak gw, gw rela minggat dr Tangerang huh (T_T). Yep lulus dr SMP gw mau msk SMK bkn SMA lagian secara gw msk SMA yg paling jurusannye IPA IPS yg paling gw benci d sluruh dunia ini! nah di SMK ada Multimedia naah gw bisa asah skill gw lbh dalem jadinye ^.^ gw msk SMK d Paramitha 2, well skolahnya gk gede2 amet tp tiap kls ada AC, skrng baru kelar reno skolahnya ahaha…

Tapi yg gk pernah gw nyangka gw puas, seneng, dan sangat berkesan dgn MOSnya (walau empet jg d bacotin) hahah dan ada Jurit Malemnye ahahha biasanya gw ikt Jurit Malem waktu LDK doank…

Nah dsini gw gk nyangka bakal cepet suka sm cwok dan yg gk lbh gw sangka itu kakak kls gw (aiiih!) tapi orgnya lumayanlah gw macem2 orgnya jail klo gw liat ahaha tipe gw tuh! tp sisa sifatnya gw blon tw dah. Tapi skrng gw baru kls satu gw harap kls gw nak X MM (sepuluh Multimedia) bisa seakrap kls gw dulu kls 8.1, memang kalo kompak seh butuh waktu, kite angkatan kedua di jurusan Multimedia hmm muda2han kite bisa jd nak-nak teladan (preeeeet).

Salam Tolol….